Thursday, July 10, 2014

The first day of the rest of my life

Hey everyone! Welcome to my new blog. For those of you who do not know me my name is Nichole, I am an LDS( Latter-day Saint /Moromon) young single adult in my junior year in college majoring in Psychology. Yesterday I was on my way to work when I had an uncomfortable revelation. I really do not like myself. I have struggled with my self esteem for years and years, but yesterday was the first time that I acknowledged how bad it is. On top of that I know that my weight has a lot to do with that. I hate the way I look, I don't see myself as pretty despite my family telling me otherwise. I think a lot of that has to do with me just not feeling good because I am so unhealthy. I do not eat well and I really don't like to exercise. So I talked to my parents last night and came up with a game plan. I am going to run every morning (Yuck!) and eat smaller portions and healthier. This is not going to be easy for me and so to insure that I don't fall off the band wagon I started this blog so that I have to keep record of my progress in a place that other people can see my progress, and maybe help give them the push to help themselves with whatever they are struggling with changing in their lives. I hope it works. Just as a warning I am very religious and I will be posting things that I learn from my daily study of the scriptures, right now I am in the Old Testament for a class, but I will be in other books of scripture. I hope the words I post will give someone new hope. This morning I started with my running. I ran two laps on our treadmill and walked one. So I got almost a mile today and I still have work where I will be doing a lot of walking. Not a bad start! I am also enjoyed breakfast more than I expected too, maybe eating healthy wont be as bad as I thought...wish me luck!
~Nichole